Hi there just wanted to say thanks for the commments and all the friends that are looking at my blog hope to attract many loving friends along the way i live in georgia still have been going to unity north for awhile now but i would like to learn so much more and not be afraid. I dont tell people that know me in everyday life they would not understand my direction im heading but i have love and respect for all people and there religion if they hurt no one and show love that's all we want us humans here on earth. It's holiday overload everywhere with a headache. ive seen the people on tv camping out to buy the toys for there loved ones at the stores i dont know about this one. 28 degrees outthere. everyone have a blessed week     

Hi i have not wrote in awhile i have been enjoying the weather on walks and just thinking about the past. I have one brother and two grandparents that have raised both of us our mom was a alcoholic her first marriage was to my father they divorced when i was six months old he was in car accident and had a medel plate put in his head he is crazy his mind doesnt think right he was on drugs the last time i heard anything crack his mom told me on the phone last christmas i just didnt call back after that im not sure why i guess i didnt want to deal with it. mY MOM PASSED AWAY IN 2001 OF LIVER FAILURE she changed for 8 years went stright with out cigs are alcohol they told her she had six months to live she started eating better and changed her life style but it was to late the damage had been done she lived 8 years after that day of the news the doctors told her she was in pain some of the days from hard living. When i was six she married another alcoholic for about twelve years they were married they had fights and drunken night most of the time i would stay at my grandparents me and my brother in 2002 a year later step dad killed himself behind a hotel near where my grandparents live he was just dumped at the hotel by his second wife they were married for ten years and when he got to sick to work she started seeing someone else this killed him. he had caught hip c on the liver from drinking i believe donna give it to him because she messed around on him he had been an alcoholic for about 25 years. When i went to his funeral donna his wife was there and had her new man she had dumped my step dad for by the way both our dads never give my grandparents child support so we were always broke both my grandparents works 12-16 hours a day they are still alive 67 and 74 preety healthy retired now but my grandmother watches my brothers four kids. but i wanted revenge for the way Donna treated him just throwing him out when he was sick he lived under a bridge for awhile i didnt know about it till my brother told me. My grandparents said they are all sick with mental things so they didnt talk bad about them they would help them if they could. There more to Donna the wicked step mom she is so bad. I will write down more later about this it just kills me she was married to my real dad before that she was married to my real dads cousin then she married my step dad she dated my step dads brother for awhile before she married him can you say jerry springer this womwen was a piece of work my grandmother told me on the phone they think my dads cousin was murdered by her for insurance i cold part about this at my step dads funeral they threw beer botles after they all drink them i didnt participate with the losers me my brother grandma and husband went to the other side of the grave yard till after they finished the beer drinking what jerks to do this even Donna's lover threw a beer bottle on his grave. there more to the story my brothers wife overdosed in 2002 of november thaksgiving she left my brother and four kids behind when she died but the twist on this is my brother best friend was in prison for drug related stuff making ice in his barn for himself cops where watching and spent 5 years in prison just was released but his wife lived up the road from my brothers she started coming over after his wife died she even came to the funeral i didnt like this from the get go she was wanting my brother she took advantage of his state and now they are together it kills me knowing she abandoned our friend in jail just stopped visiting him moved in at my brothers he was living with his dead wifes mom at the time she told her to move in to help out with the kids if she wanted to she became a control freak on my neices and nephews making there life not so great and still is a major bitch to my nieces and nephews she treats one of my nieces so bad my brother goes along with it to he acts like he dont care i was so close and i love them i still do but now with her there it seems like she has turned them against me and my husband she makes it hard for them to visit and spend the night she is a evil witch i just wish there was a way i could make her go away she finally has her divorce now she wanting my brother to marry her it really kills me i feel sorry for my nieces the grandmother comes and visits and spends the night also she is in the mormom religion at the head office in atlanta she tries to get the older boy in the religion more it just really messed up but this wicked wannbe stepmom is on there side she loves the grandma and her two daughters when that side of the family didnt do jack crap when my brothers wife was alive we recued them many times when she was so druged up her family looked the other way and took things from them food they would come over and eat the kid food so much i gave my brother money and food and my grandmother did to at christmas time that side of the family would get them a dollar gift just stupid stuff now my brothers girlfriend is eating them up the daughters have two babies tht my brothers girlfriend loves she never has had kids my brother told her he doesnt want any more but he lets her run the show. I was excluded from a birthday party last year she said she was having a tea party for one of my nieces but the other side of the family showed up when they went on a trip they didnt invite me but her mom and sister and her kids went. she excludes me and my grandmother and my brother side of the family out. I dont know what to do about it it really hurts my feelings but what do i do about it i felt like just leaving this state because of it but i know that is stupid i would be punishing my grandparents they love to get together with us on the weekend.        

Just wanted to say Hello out there i would just like to say the secret i know everyone has heard of the secret by now was on oprah and other talk shows well unity a empowerment church many paths but one god they have things going on for self help and to exspand your mind tonight i went and seen some of the video and speech and teachings on it. all should really see this video. It has open my eyes to some things about life. I will put some of the things they talk about on here. THOUGHTS FROM THE SECRET

WE ALL WORK WITH ONE INFINITE POWER = GOD

YOU BECOME AND ATTRACT WHAT YOU THINK

THOUGHT= CREATION

CHOOSE YOUR THOUGHTS CAREFULLY WITHOUT THE MIND ENTERING INTO IT

these are just a few but Mankind can destroy the way we look at GOD from the church world

One of the the thought is ONE ENERGY FIELD OUR BODIES HAVE DISTRACTED US FROM OUR ENERGY WE ARE THE INFINITE FIELD OF UNFOLDING POSSIBILITIES THE CREATIVE FORCE

Just think of what the world would become if we put positive energy out and joined as one energy force there would be food,clothing shelter amd money for all          

Dont get pinched wear green i hope everyone out there  has a great day very beautiful going to the vinnings grill to get my cornbeef never tried it but what the heck it a irish thing im irish wish i was in ireland right about now i would love to move there but i have dogs the put a hold for six months on them a friend told me no prison for my pooches the laws are stupid on that. Maybe the luck of the irish will be on my side i love to enter contest i think i might enter a few for free on hgtv they will announce who won the home on sunday i enter but they would have already called me if i won something i need some cash i need a luck ritual  to do for contest. any one have some to share. Thanks i love contest i dont know why i just won a  money clip i was like wow the first thing i won. i was going to tell people you can get free stuff like tea from celestial seasons yogi tea  they will send samples for you to try you just sign up.  HAVE A BLESSED DAY AND SO IT IS!!!!!!!!

Hello everyone i hope all have a great weekend i know lots of us dont celebreate St. Patrick's day but this time of the year really does something to me spring time with the birds singing and the blooms out on the flower and the trees the Big God did great things for us all the Goddess of nature is really out for us to see the beauty that is found outdoors the air is fresh and clean as the Irish Spring Soap. I joined a meetup.com where i have been going to a metaphysical meeting the lady that runs the meeting she is very nice and phychic she has a gallery we meet up in the middle of all this art sometimes naked paintings sometimes happy dogs happy frogs it really makes you laugh but i was thinking the things you have around you really affects you as a person and the people also negative and positive i did have a situation a few years ago i had two many negative people in my life and i had positive people three great ladies that where fun to be with i loved to talk to for some reason i dropped contact with them and i still have these negative friends one is a older lady she loves to call me and wants money and to take her places why i listen to her talk about people it's stupid i know even my best friend is a instigator she likes to stir trouble up i have not talked to her for two weeks now i am very mad we had a phone conversation i guess i should really write a book about all of this her daughter was dyslexia where your eyes flip flop around things so she moved in with us we helped her daughter out for a year working with her and now she is 20 she moved back into the house with her dad started running around with a older crowd got pregnant dropped out of school starting running around with a convicted fellon got pregnant again and is living with him he robs houses and sell's drugs. so my best friends daughter is running around with thungs. So i also have a younger friend that is friends with the daughter she calls me and said hey she the daughter of my best friend is trying to take her husband away from her it is a big mess and all week it's been a bad one for me i have been depressed about all this crap so i called my best friend i told her what her daughter is doing she jumps down my throat and is so mad she told me if i know anything that she does not want to know anything about it so i said ok and i hung up the phone. I was thinking mabe Karma is trying to push me away from my best friend of twenty years cause of her daughters mess and hanging out with these people is not good for me on a personal basis i was just wondering what all you think i should do what have i just told you about my friend takes up for her daughter even when she is doing wrong i believe the daughter was in a robbery with the boyfriend she just turned 20 the boyfriend is 30 get this my space.com is where the teen met him on line from hanging with a older friend she was 18 when she met the convict it is really dangerous out there kids can meet crazy people out there. last night one of my friends called and she had taked to my best friend and she wanted me to know that the daughter and boyfriend are not welcome over at her house cause she found out he is selling drugs and the daughter is involved if i was the mom i would call the police on him and try to get the daughter away this is a serious matter i feel like they will both go to prison soon once they get caught.